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Had to say hello to this thread again. I was just thinking of my Michelle that passed. I can't believe it's been a couple of years already. Just wanted to share some more details. Michelle was my soulmate. Started dating a new girl that was totally the opposite of Michelle. Total party animal, drank like a fish, smoked like a chimney, did drugs occasionally, just way different. She was a blabber mouth that never shut up, and an emotional rollercoaster. Real high highs, real low lows. As Howard Stern said, "The crazier they are, the better they are in bed." Sex was insane and had the best fake tits I ever saw! I gotta tell you, I thought, well she's hanging with me, I'll be a good influence. WRONG!!! She was a bad influence for me. Her crazy lifestyle wore off on me a little. She was an arrogant bitch and thought her shit didn't stink. So I finally had enough and kicked her to the curb. Makes me miss Michelle even more. I'd kill for a nice girl to go the the gym with me, eat clean with me, and just be nice. Anyway I still miss her terribly. It doesn't go away. I'm not going to look for a new girlfriend, just go with the flow! Good luck everyone. If you have someone you love, don't take them for granted. You never know when you'll spend your last day with them.
Feeling a little lost again
You’re not lost brother it’s 100% okay and normal to feel the way you do. Even dating the party chick is just a mechanism of you trying things to help you move on don’t be down on yourself for that. It’s okay to be down but that doesn’t mean you have to give up, give yourself all the time you need and get to where you want to be.
I promise a day will come where you’re going to wake up in the morning and you won’t feel this way, you’ll have a new normal and it won’t be a bad thing.