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Waking up everyday been struggle after this surgery almost 4 months ago. Had surgery thinking in help my quality of life ,but feel it's now made my quality life worse. Everyday now my throat is so dry, feel like I'm choking on something every sec of the day. Phlegmy all time and taste is off. It's a core just to breath and eat. I'm so miserable feel like living like this for the next 40+ yrs ain't worth it. I haven't even lived half a life yet and feel deal with this rest is going be to exhausting. I font have any history mental health. I had some situational anxiety/ depression through my divorce got over it . Had back, knee,neck and elbow surgery so not new to post surgery feeling of getting better ,but this is different. This surgery I feel like changed something and really took part me and my life away.