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I am writing this as a warning and a bit of a tribute.. I know he came on the board and got banned from pushing hgh ( trying to sell) and promoting high dose routines.. but I got to know him very well over the years.. literally messaged me multiple times a day..
So today I just learned he died at fibo in germany.. I just talked to him last night..
Now the warning.. monstro was his own enemy in regards to his health.. he never ever took the foot off the excelerator in regards to gear or stimulants.. he was obsessed.. literally.. I told him multiple times a month to take a break.. he woukd send me pictures of his swollen feet.. ankles. And want to know what to do about it.. if I suggested getting off all gear except for trt he woukd then ask if he shoukd increase diuretics.. if I suggested he get a full workup on his cardiovascular he would ask if he should trade his tren dose for Masteron..
Multiple times a week he would send pictures of gear and peptides from various manufacturers and ask which one was better as he was going to try it. I'd ask why? Well.. he just wanted too.. he sent me numerous protocols he was doing and ask my opinion.. id always tell him to lower his doses and take some of the harsher ones out.. but he then woukd change the subject..
I had a bad feeling last week.. I told him he's heading for a serious issue and he needed to get this obsessed thought process in check.. he would say thank you for caring then the next day ask if he shoukd switch his eq for deca.. he ran grams all year round along with peptides and large doses gh and slin.. he was obsessed with gear and improving.. but didn't care one iota about his health. It was very frustrating.. I told my wife last week he wasn't going to around long.. sadly I was right..
This is not a anti gear rant.. this man was obsessed.. scary obsessed.. he lived it and was so addicted he never gave a thought to backing off.. just switching products to try and ease the health issues..
Honestly I'll miss our daily chats.. im more than a bit mad at myself that I couldn't reign in his obsessed behavior in this regard and focus more on his health. . But it is what it is. So please no negatives about the guy. He was unique. But was as nice as they come..
So today I just learned he died at fibo in germany.. I just talked to him last night..
Now the warning.. monstro was his own enemy in regards to his health.. he never ever took the foot off the excelerator in regards to gear or stimulants.. he was obsessed.. literally.. I told him multiple times a month to take a break.. he woukd send me pictures of his swollen feet.. ankles. And want to know what to do about it.. if I suggested getting off all gear except for trt he woukd then ask if he shoukd increase diuretics.. if I suggested he get a full workup on his cardiovascular he would ask if he should trade his tren dose for Masteron..
Multiple times a week he would send pictures of gear and peptides from various manufacturers and ask which one was better as he was going to try it. I'd ask why? Well.. he just wanted too.. he sent me numerous protocols he was doing and ask my opinion.. id always tell him to lower his doses and take some of the harsher ones out.. but he then woukd change the subject..
I had a bad feeling last week.. I told him he's heading for a serious issue and he needed to get this obsessed thought process in check.. he would say thank you for caring then the next day ask if he shoukd switch his eq for deca.. he ran grams all year round along with peptides and large doses gh and slin.. he was obsessed with gear and improving.. but didn't care one iota about his health. It was very frustrating.. I told my wife last week he wasn't going to around long.. sadly I was right..
This is not a anti gear rant.. this man was obsessed.. scary obsessed.. he lived it and was so addicted he never gave a thought to backing off.. just switching products to try and ease the health issues..
Honestly I'll miss our daily chats.. im more than a bit mad at myself that I couldn't reign in his obsessed behavior in this regard and focus more on his health. . But it is what it is. So please no negatives about the guy. He was unique. But was as nice as they come..
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